Success at the restaurant

I spent the day with my friends at the amusement park today...so did great cause only had some vodka and a diet zero calorie iced tea all day.  It was great cause I wasn't tempted to eat at all during the day.  We went to a restaurant for our friends birthday, where I didn't plan to eat just drink water, though the group kinda threw a fit about me not eating so I "caved" and got a salad....which only consisted of plain iceberg lettuce and diced tomatoes....because I asked them to take everything else off.  My friends got off my back because I ordered something, yet it was lettuce which is basically water and I only ate half of it and half the tomatoes....so I managed to keep them happy and from figuring it out, while not really eating...though i still wish i hadn't ate the salad...but I have to keep my cover going.  My best friend knows about me, but he used to use mia a lot and also has an ED mind, so he still does it too just not as much so we keep each others secret.  He didn't want to eat tonight either but they did the same thing to him as me, threw a fit.  Though he is tiny and he did eat or else they would have kept haggling him.  I feel so great for figuring out this secret and I can't wait to be tiny and free of this disgusting body.  I see my friends eating all this junk, and some are big and some are small, but just to see them eating so many calories carelessly grosses me out.  I'm so glad to be back on track and staying strong.  I plan on getting a scale tomorrow after the gym so I can start monitoring things again.  Oh and I also managed to convince my roommate, who was wanting me to eat waffles with her that I ate too much at the restaurant and couldn't eat anymore.  I hope you all are staying strong as well :)