Wednesday, December 14, 2011

renewed enthusiasm

So I am getting serious again....I did so great this summer but with being busy and stressed I let myself go and start eating again.  I am no longer going to be rationalizing eating, and I'm going to stop.  I keep doing little minnie fasts, which i feel great during and then I slip up and start eating because my friends are, but that has to stop now.  I am choosing a couple songs to focus myself...Stronger by Brittney, Not myself tonight by Christina and Get Outta My Way by Kylie Monogue are the ones I have chosen.  I am hoping this will help me since I don't have the time to workout like I want to until March...so I need to stop intaking calories. 

I am hoping this will help me start going down again...Send me your thoughts and hopes that I can let Ana guide me again...the fat girl in me must die, and with her I'm killing off my sweet walked on girl as well...time to be wild and carefree and let the skinny girl out!!!  Going to start writing in this everyday to help me stay focused!!