Sunday, July 10, 2011

Anger is powerful

I am so sick of people just thinking it's ok to break plans and not pay attention to me whenever someone is skinnier or cuter than me.  So I have decided that I am going to pour myself into not eating a single calorie for the next three weeks!  If I can do this I will finally have the established will power to keep it up.  I am going to use the anger they give me to empower my thinness instead of eating to make it stop upsetting me.  I do hope that you all will be with me.  I plan on putting in a four hour workout in the morning...and I'm trying to think up reasons for not eating on any dates that I have upcoming so any suggestions on how I could get out of the eating part and still go on dates I would appreciate it so much.  I hope you all are staying strong and being empowered :)  I will no longer let others force me to eat and keep me from becoming beautiful.