Staying Strong

I'm happy I haven't been eating and I have been working out a lot and I feel amazing.  I love this feeling, and I met some people that give me thinspiration because I want them to notice me and I want to be as skinny as them.  I have been successful at dodging peoples questions about food, and luckily have been able to make everyone think I ate with everyone else :)  Tonight will be a challenge though as there is a team dinner I'm supposed to go to, and everyone with be trying to get me to eat.  I have been in the situation where these same people caught on to my secret weapon, but I was forced to give in back then.  This time I won't cave in, but I'm nervous because I can't crack even a little or else my self control will go out the window.  I'm hoping to be able to convince them I ate before the meeting with my co-workers, and that I have to rush back to work.   I have been drinking coffee like crazy and it's an amazing appetite suppressant :)  Keep your fingers crossed for me tonight!!!