Needing to Focus

So I have been doing much better, but not nearly as good as I'd like to be.  I have been slipping and eating, granted it's been under 1000 calories and I have been working out like crazy, but I just feel so guilty after I eat.  I need to be able to stay strong and not eat, that way my workouts will make me shed the disgusting pounds.  Even though I know I'm losing weight, I feel like I'm gaining it because I'm still eating.  Ugh I need some better motivation or I need to just stay busier so that I can avoid being tempted by food, and still be motivated to workout.  Here's to refocusing on what's important, I need some 0 cal days in a row.