Getting started

I played volleyball today, and did good until night time then i fucked up...ugh....but i'm not going to let it happen again....i have been talking to my cousin about his boy problems...and my boy problems.  It's nice catching up things like that...but he's a lot skinnier and sexier than i am and keeps getting these hot guys...and i can't get anyone...so it also sucks...so my new plan is to get smaller than him and land a sexy guy myself...especially since C is being shady with me and he's my teenage dream....